While it's been over a week now that I have been a mother of 2 children—I don't know how to explain it but I have been feeling a mixture of totally overwhelmed and totally Bored. I guess not being able to get up and go whenever I want or not being able to get ready before lunch has made me (and Ava) a little crazy. I didn't realize how having 2 children would change almost everything. When Ryan is at work and it's just me and kids, I am totally out numbered, if Ava is not yelling at me to help her with something, then Gavin is crying needing to be feed or changed or just wants to be held. I feel Like I am always needed. And then there is my house, trying to keep it clean and organized so that when we do have visitors come over it doesn't look like a total disaster… and it doesn't help that I am totally OCD about everything being clean and looking the way it should before I can just sit down and relax.
WOW, I just sounded like I hate my life…
But really I am LOVING every minute of it. We have had so much fun with Gavin he is such a good baby! I can't complain about anything. His Sleeping at night is a Dream. He eats and poops around 11:30 and then is out until 4 and eats and poops again and is out again tell like 8:30 or 9. Some days even longer, it is SO nice. And everything else is just great and it is so fun and such a blessing to have such a cute little baby boy in our family.
How could you not LOVE him?
